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2004-10-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

*WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE ME...*

Early mornings has always been drag for me
However, the voices of Dan and Grace never fail to perk me up...
Tidying my bed has never been my forté, so my bed is always in a complete mess...
Getting ready still half asleep, I move slowly, as slow as a snail...
Breakfast's not my thing... so see ya' later mom, see ya' later dad!
It's time for school... yeay?
School is like prison for me, and the gate is the gateway to hell...
(If You Want to read this part of the poem... approach me aightx!)
And it's time for class... hoorah?
3E1 is divided into three groups of people...
C.O.D. (Childish, Obnoxious Dumbos),
Y.K.W.W. (You know what? Whatever!) and
S.I.Q. (Smart, Intelligrnt but Quiet).
I happened to be a Y.K.W.W.ian... lucky me...
each groupof people are always nucleated in one corner...
The Dumbos at the back,
The smarties at the front, and
The heck-care-you-know-whats in the middle...
Oh ya... I forgot... the Coucillors...
We are usualy clumped together... that is in the middle...
Now... it's time to refer to the Time-table...
Hmm... what lessons are we having?
Math- A & E Maths; Confusing...
English- I can't help noticing him staring at her bum...
Bahasa- erm... Baku-ish?
Chemistry- What a drag... (well... actualy... it's something else.. approach me to find out)
Biology- Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock...
Physics- must pass... must PASS!!!
Social Studies- Good morning classs...
Geography- SO WHAT IS THE GRRRADIENT?
Whoah... what a scock I had there...
*sigh* What to do? At least I'm serving "National Service"...
The 'Pokemon-ish' chime marks the end of school...
Now this is a true YEAH!!!
But what's the point?
My YEAH will eventually turn to Argh...
Meetings, CCAs, Remedials blah blah blah...
Tuesday's Maths Remedial,
Wednesday's Band Prac,
Thursday's English Remedial,
Friday's erm... kind to think of it...Prayers should be described as enriching... so that's not an argh....
And... I'm only left with Mondays...
Saturday's Band Prac...
But at least I get to spend at least an hour with my friends...
That's worth having than not meeting them at all...
So, I make use of the time... to be with the friends I care...
Speaking of friends...
After being betrayed by my so-called 'Friends'...
Now I'm left with four best friends...
Three guys and a girl.
being an only child in my family,
I regarded them like my own brothers and sister...
We share problems, we share joy, we share secrets...
We even tease one another... hehex...
With the Rrrs, with the lame sarcasm and jokes...
But I really do treasure my friendship with these kind souls...
Thanks for all your time, love and care...
Hope we'll be friends forever...
So you see... Being me brings some of the good, some of the bad...
Bad as in being stressed all the time and being betrayed...
But Good as in being with friends and helping others...
It's hard being me, and I guess that it's harder being someone else...
So in conclusion... No one will ever be me... except ME!!!
©Copyright of Ayul Freakydaxious '04. All rights reserved...

2004-08-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

Aah! Finally i get to update my blog... well just for now... hehexxx....
Whoah!... it's been like two months that i've not updated my blog... too bad my internet access is being suspended due to outstanding balance of over $300++! hmm... why did i spend such a long time on the comp evry dae..... haix...

aniwae... within these two months... i had many experiences that i wished to tell u about... but i think i'll just give sum....

hmm... my last post was on the 22nd June rite?.... hmm... if i'm not wrong.... the next event that happened in my life... was the elections i guess... well... although i did not win the presidential election... it's ok... at least i've tried my best... btw... Zulhilmi was elected the President of SC '04... and Shi Yu the Vise-President.... hmm... all i can sae is that... zul, shiyu... dun worry.... the rest of the councillors will be supporting you... and remember to belanja us ah! haix... too bad they did not reveal the number of votes... i heard that one of us got only 10 votes! but it's ok... at least i get to be the Treasurer!

wat else... AH!!! Zafirah's Birthdae... well... it was on 23rd August....all i can get for her was the name bracelet wadever... i hope she likes it.... and... me and azhar was smsing like two daes before the dae... and we came up with this idea to make a big card... and decorate it... den we'll pass around the card for the people to write their wishes and sign... the title of the card was "15 marks the beginning of a new chapter in your life... Start Cherishing it!" hope you like it gerl!

den after that... erm... should i like talk about the tests that i've had so far?... well... why not... well honestly... i've failed almost all of my tests since the start of the term... especially A & E Mathematics! i scored from a range of 25% to 43% like that... and of coz, i'm dissappointed with myself... but all this committments.... aiyax.... Student Council, Band, Prefects, NE Ambs... alot to handle.... but all thanks to Mr Vincent Lim... he sat down with me one dae... and he shared with me all his time management tips and his "daes"... from then on... if sum of u noticed it... i was all of a sudden quiet for a few daes... coz... i alwaes kept on thinking... what the hell am i doing... then i read this quote...

When Things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

When the funds are low, and the debts are high,

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don't you quit...

this quote... changed my mindset... it truly does... now i'm trying very hard to change myself... and i know that i can do it some day... i know i can....

then... 4 daes ago... i sort of had a quarrel with sumone that i call my best friend... i guess some of you know who he is... it was sort of my fault... cos... on that dae... after school i think... i said sumting bad... and i guess that he took it to heart... then i felt terrible after that... being a sincere person (please... i'm not boasting ok!)... a smsed him at night... asking if he's mad with me... then... he replied (in malay):

Ada kalanya kemarahan itu adalah nasihat,

Ada kalanya senyuman itu adalah satu muslihat.

Tidak semua kemarahan itu adalah kebencian,

Tidak semua senyuman itu adalah kegembiraan.

upon reading these words... i knew that i was in the wrong... and so i apologized to him... then he replied... "hmm... hmm...hmm..." followed by "Erm... erm... erm..." Obviously i thought to myself... he's angry... so i pleaded for forgiveness... then you know what he replied? "Lar.. aku baru nak act merajok... spoiling ah!" how can he toil with my emotions sia... so i started to scold him.. well... not scold as in scold... but... ah nvm... so i was quite angry at that point of time.. so this time... he's the one that pleaded for forgiveness... or sumting like that... i said to myself... "Please... i dun want to go through it again... i've lost many friends due to this sort of thing... just forgive him and Forget about it!" and so i did... so to my best friend... sorie about that incident we had... and i am glad that you're still talking to me... here's one Haiku that i've made for you...

What makes you a friend?

Fun...

Reliable...

Inviting..

Extraordinary...

Nice..

Devoted!!!

Friendships are NOT meant to be broken... i will be weak when i dun have any friends...

hmm... i guess that's all that i've gotta sae... oh ya... to that one special person... WATCH OUT! YOU'RE WORST BIRTHDAE NIGHTMARE IS COMING.... HARXHARXHARX....

2004-06-22T16:50:00.000+08:00

ok.... let me warn y'all.... it's gonna be a very long post..... so.... bear with it....

ok.... todae is my 2nd dae in my house since i came back from camp yesterdae...yesterdae.... was my birthdae.... but it was a sleepy birthdae.... as i slept from 3:30pm yesterdae.... to 5am todae.... no empty of tanks wadsoever.... jus sleep..... wat to... i was so damn tired.... cos the 2nd night of the camp... i did not sleep.... me, faizal, hakim, raihana, zawana and maslina.... decided to stay up till 5 to chat about things....

ok... here goes my own itenerary of the camp...

DAY 1
i arrived in school at 7:15 am.... after i went the MRT station to top up my ez-link card..... when i came.... there were only faizal and mas there.... so the three of us.... sat at the canteen and talked..... and also wait for the others.... den kamelia came... after that was hakim.... i tink.... den....i forgot....

aniwae... we waited.... den looked at each other's HPs.... den we hid it as mr taufiq came.... to mark attendance.... after that.... we boarded the bus to Chong Pang CC...... where we met with the camp facilitators and Anderson Secondary School students....

after settling down for a while... we were all allocated to our various groups.... there are 8 groups in total... Achilles, Apollo, Artemis, Athena, Hector, Odysseus, Paris and Poseidon... i was allocated to Artemis, the most 'Creative' group in the camp.... but too bad Faizal was allocated to Apollo..... heixxx....

aniwae... my GLs were Theresa, Sheena and Grance.... but when we were at Chong Pang CC, Grance was not there..... he'd be meeting us at NTU.....

aniwae.... den we were given a piece of vanguard sheet.... den we have to decorate it with our name in it.... den.... we played ice breakers.... we started the 'Linking' game... or wadever it's called.... where we have to bend down with out right hand holding the left hand of the person behind u and the left hand holding the right hand of the person in front of.... the right hand must go through between our thighs.... i was like... erm... wat?

aniwae.... the game goes like this.... nah.... nvm.... jus approach me and i tell u...

i tink i'm jus gonna skip the other ice-breakers.... so i'll continue with the arrival at NTU....

ok... so we arrived at NTU rite.... den.... we are all allocated to our rooms.... where two peeps have to share one room.... i shared it with kwan meng as we were in the same group....

aniwae.... after that... it's LUNCH time.... but the 'Tempeh' is so like.... eewgh.... not nice....

den.... it was time to play the team-building games.... there are 4 stations.... so 2 groups would be at the same station at the same time.... aniwae.... artemis and athena started the skipping game first... again... all the games please approach me... i malas nak type....

den, we played the 'Spiderweb', followed by the 'Snake' and lastly.... the 'Pail game'.... where i fell and wasted a lot of water.... and that which made us lose to athena.... sorie artemis....

aniwae.... den.... we went into the seminar room.... which looks like a music room... as it's small.... to have a talk on 'Interpersonal Skills'... made by some Eurasians.... i onli noe Britney.... as she is preety.... oww!

den after that.... we played two games.... the Captain's Banana and Uh, Ah, Ar...... wadever it is.....

den... at 6:30 like dat.... it's dinner time.....
we ate erm... Briyani... again... it's unlikable.....

den... after taht... we are given the time to bathe.... den... we were called down to the meeting area tomingle around for a while.... den all of us were split into 2 teams... those groups with the name that starts with A... is Team 1 and the others team 2.... it was time for the 'Journey of no return...' or in other terms.... NIGHTWALK.... aniwae... dis night walk was the first for me..... each of the members.... have to go through the walk alone.... i was like wat?

aniwae.... i went off first as i wanted too... test my self u see.... aniwae.... i had to follow these BLUE lightsticks along the wae.... so... i went off.... den i had to go through this compound of a house.... which was lighted but i cannot see anibodi inside.... i thought to myslef.... wont i be tresspassing... but who cares.... so i went on... but then... i noticed sumting.... sumting scary.... if u wanna noe... jsu approach me.... i dun wan to scare y'all... but i did see sumting.... so... i plucked up the courage to ignore that sumting... and just walked off... i said to myself.... just look in front... dun look aniwhere else other than the front... get the hell out of here... as soon as possible no matter wat.... dun answer anibodi's calls no matter wat./... and sae ur prayers.....

so luckily.... i got out safe.... then walked quickly to the last station.... sum GLs are there... including mine.... so i was relieved... but i just kept quiet..... until beryl came along and said sumting.... wat she saw.... she saw an auntie in the kitchen.... nora saw an uncle, chen ping saw an uncl;e carrying sum tings.... ziyuan saw and auntie on the swing... i tink... i dunno about kwan meng... and i saw it.... but then... apollo's members came... so artemis decided to ask each of apollo members the same question... did u saw sumting?

sum saw and uncle, auntie... and the scariest... zawana... she saw two kids on the second level waving at her.... that was like... creepy.... as the second level was actually blacked out wen artemis went pass the house....

erm... ok... stop tokin about the walk... so... i'll continue...

after the walk... team A all go into the seminar room to have debrief and reflection....

den it was supper.... we ate jus some kueh... which was disgustingly sweet....

den... good nite to us all... but i onli slept at 2.... as i was buzy with something....

DAY 2

so woke up at 5:45... but slept again for about an hour where faizal called me at 6:30.... so we (me and kawan meng) went up to bathe with faizal and joshua.....
den at 7... we went down for breakfast... we ate jus kuehs again... again... disgustingly sweet... den... we had a lecture on first aid... where i started to sms him as i was very bored....

den... after that.... we had Luch where... this time... it was nicer as we ate Nasi Ayam... and i had like 3 pieces of the wings as nora did not want one....finally this time i burped.... den... we headed to town for the Amazing Race.... we alighted at the Supreme Court... and that my group were the 2nd team to go.... aniwae... it took us like 45 mins to reach our first checkpoint.... ok... let me give u a rough schedule of the stations...

the game started at 1 so...
1:45pm-Burlington Point
2:05pm-Istana Park
2:50pm-Shell House
3:05pm-MITA Building
3:30pm-Chines Heritage Centre in Chinatown
3:30pm- 5:15pm.... we're lost..... actually we cant decide to go which place... ziyuan's suggested place or Clifford Per... but actually Clifford Pier... but then the Games GL called and ended the game.... we were dissappointed but Grance encouraged us.... that had left a smile on our faces... thx man...

aniwae... we approached Fort Canning Park where the other groups were all waitin for us...

den we went back to NTU... den we bathe... den... i was time for... TALENT-NIGHT!!!

but my group did not do quite well... as we had to do this Beauty and the Beast Singaporean style... as u noe.. Beryl jus couldn't stop with my Beauty and the Beast.... and sumore... i had to sing it... and also be the annoying Clock....

aniwae... but before that.... Paris had to perform... and they did the Kamate thing... and it was kinda funny yet scary as they had to do the Tongue-stick out thingy..... erm.... oh oh....

aniwae... faizal's group (Apollo) did a silent rendition of the 3 little pigs... it was kinda boring... but i noe that it's just a last minute thingy... so... i'll have to praise on their effort...

aniwae.... after all the 8 groups had performed... the GLs put up a performance.... calling their item.... Chong Pang Idol.... where the judges were the Indian version of Simon cowell, specially flown on from india.... Ridzuan... and we also have a just-discharged-from-breast-enhancement-patient... our very own Paula Abdul... Paula 'Royston' Abdul.... and our ever so skinny Randy... but the thing is... i dunno his name.... aniwae... about 5 GLs went up and sang.... aiyoxxx... ridzuan/ simon.... jered to all contestants except for his 'State'.... she did this sexy thing... eewwgh..... so i started shouting...
"Ridzuan... u're the worst judge i've ever seen.... u're FIRED!"

den.... Supper wrapped up the night.... oh ya... i forgot.... for the Talent night thing... Affiq's group did this Dance demonstration... where for one of the dances... dey did this floor dance... it was really explicit and affiq was really really creeping me out.... he did this so called 'slavery or seduction' dance on Eileen.... and at one time... ridzuan... also followed the dance and both affiq and him nearly kissed... sumore it happened in fornt of me... i was like.... EEEEEWWWWGGGGGHHJHHHH!!!!!!!!! OMG.... WAT R THEY DOIN?!?!?!?

so.... let's forget about it.... so let me continue.... it was supper rite.... but Artemis had their supper sumwhere else.... where Grance had bought for me... no... for us... cake and sum tid bits.... and we celebrated my birthdae.... by blowing out the candles together.... as y'all noe... it's my birthdae... so they all celebrated also... i was like crying... but tried hiding it... aww thxx u guys.....

DAY 3 & My Birthdae....

den it was almost 12 rite... and most of the campers had gathered near us... and they wanted to sabo me lah.... so i decided to go to the canteen.... then at 12... Faizal and Hairie (Andersin)grabbed me and pulled me to the gathering area.... but then i got free.... so i ran awae.... but too bad beryl, faizal, kwan meng and zawana... got hold of me and each of them gave me 15 punches.... OWWW!!!!!! thx alot...

den... i was so dumb to go back to the gathering area... where i had no choice but to receive further 'Sabo' as i couldnt even bother to run./... so they did this ritual thingy.... whwere they pour water over me and wished me sum wishes.... and i was like drenched.....

den... after that... we got the lounge where we watched NASCAR.... i tink.... then i decided to change.... den after changing.... me, hakim, rai, mas and zawana.... decided to Ton *(wadever.... stay awake) to have a chat.... at Rai's bunk.... den Faizal joined us a bit later... den we talked of things... and also... the sabo did not stop.... i kena terok siak!!! there's this trick that Hakim did on me.... where i had to stare at the HP and when he says 'Magixword'.... i have tpsae out this phrase from Babyboy... den after avery sae... i must get closer to the HP.... den after 3 times.... u noe wat he did??? nah... find out from me loh..... lolxxxx....

aniwae..... we decided to lepak outside.... we went to the park first but.... we went back to th stairs in front of the gathering area..... aND all 6 heads rest on 1 pillow... and we star-gazed..... den.... after a while... we slept for about an hour... it was kinda cool... but then halfwae..... i had to wake up as the one that slept on my right (Hakim) snored and stretched out his arms and kena me.... so i had to wake up... aiyoxx.....

den... we returned to our bunks.... but i slept only for 15 mins as i had to pack..... and i woke up because faizal woke me up.....

den we bathe together again and we went down at 0730... for breakfast.... and then we had to wait for the next activity....

while waiting.... Hairie.... were sitting with mostly EVGians... including my Gang.... hakim they all.... and he also kena the HP n the Tree trick... the one i also kena....

den the bus came and we headed back for Chong Pang CC and had a talk by PAYM and of course.... the Prize Giving ceremony.... Artemis won the title as the most 'Creative' group.... maybe it's because we like to draw stuffxxx on our bodies..... i have a lot.... two on my left foot, another two on my right feet, 4 on my left arm.... i'm not able to do on my right arm.... there still stains rite till now..... aiyoxxx.....

aniwae.... den after photo taking... we were dismissed and sum of us went for Lunch at Macdonalds.... after that... me, hakim, faizal, affiq, zawana, mas and rai.... we decided to stay back for a while more to play sum games.... we played in a void-deck.... so we played two games.... 'BANG!' where the forfeit is to drink a required amount of either COKE of Lemon tea..... i kena.... and drank the coke.... and the other game is of cos.... Truth or Dare.... it was fun.... Mas'dare was to flag a taxi and ask whether she could get a trip to Malaysia.... and she did it...
zawana's was that she had to jay-walk from the starting point to the bus-stop.... we were all laughing.... including sum peeps at the bus stop.... lolxxxx!!!!

d3n hakim's dare was to pick a can drink from a trash in.... but he cheated... he took it from the floor and pretended to take it from insied....then.... it was Faizal's turn... he must befrend with an uncle within 15 secs i tink.... and rush back.....

onli me, rai and affiq.... tak kena dare.... lolxxxxx......

so den we all took the same bus home- 858....faizal alighted first den me and Kamelia.... so when i got home.... there's this big present waiting for me on my bed.... so i decided to open it.... and i got myself a PDA.... i was like.... THANKS MOM AND DAD!!!

den.... i charged it.... surfed the net.... ans slept until 5 am the next dae....

so that's all... SAYONARA!!!

2004-06-17T19:06:00.000+08:00

ok.... dis is jus for ur info... check out the idol phenomenon...
WORLD IDOL 2003

Australia- Australian Idol (Ten)
Belgium- Idool 2003 | Idool 2004 (VTM)
Bulgaria COMING SOON
Canada Canadian Idol (CTV)
Croatia Hrvatski Idol (Nova)
Czech Republic Česko Hledá SuperStar (Nova)
Denmark Idols - Ærlig Jagt, Ægte Talent (TV3)
Finland Idols (MTV3)
France A La Recherche De La Nouvelle Star | Nouvelle Star 2004 (M6)
Germany Deutschland Sucht Den SuperStar (RTL)
Greece Super Idol (MEGA)
Hungary COMING SOON
Indonesia Indonesian Idol (RCTI)
Iceland Idol - (Stjörnuleit Stöð2)
India COMING SOON
Kazakhstan Superstar KZ (NTK)
Malaysia Malaysian Idol UPDATED (8TV)
The Netherlands Idols (RTL4)
New Zealand NZ Idol (TV2)
Norway Idol (TV2)
Pan-Arabia Super Star | Super Star 2004 (Future)
Portugal Ídolos (SIC)
Poland Idol (Polsat)
Russia Narodniy Artist (RTR)
Serbia/Montenegro Idol (BKTV)
Singapore Singapore Idol UPDATED (Channel 5)
Slovakia COMING SOON (STV)
South Africa Idols (Mnet)
Turkey Turkstar NEW (Kanal D)
UK Pop Idol (ITV)
USA American Idol | American Juniors (Fox)

that is like.... WHOAH!

2004-06-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm... i tink that the movie theatre is now officially my third home.....

ok... yesterdae i watched Harry Potter rite..... that was with my Uncle and aunt.... along with my cousins.... 5 to be exact.....

aniwae.... todae.... i watched another movie.... this time with Zafirah and evonne.... we decided to watch The Day After Tommorrow....

ok... i arrived first.... i was sitting looking at the overhead screen.... den zaf came.... de she called evonne.... asking where she is.... at that time.... she was still in the bus on the way here....

aniwae.... den she came... den.... i had to buy the tix.... as i'm the onli guy there.... that's not FAIR!

aniwae.... we catch the 1415 movie.....

before we go in.... we sat for awhile.... den we started to munch our snax..... i got the nachos... as i'm the one hu bought it.... aniwae.... we talked of 'EXCO' things.... and we also talked about Chong An backing out of student council.... haixxx.....

den we settled down in the theatre.... so evonne.... she jus cant stop teasing me and zaf.... so we teased her back ah..... by talking malay.... hehexxxxx

den.... the movie started....

ok... if those hu have not seen the movie.... if u tink that i'd give some sypnopsis on the movie.... sorry to disappoint y'all.... hehexxxxx.... check it out urself....

aniwae.... the movie was like.... FULLAMAK..... I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN!!!! it was EXCELLENT.... MAGNIFIQUE!

den.... after the movie.... evonne ajak me and zaf go PS.... to see guitar.... with Cheng Hui.... but we dun wan.... both of us wan to go back and sleep....zzZzzzZzZ.....

so that's all folks....

a word of advice....
GO AND CATCH 'THE DAY AFTER TOMMORROW'.... WORTH LOSING YOUR MONEY TO!

goood nIteXXXX....

2004-06-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

ok.... according to my watch..... it's now 1:36 am.... and i'm postin at this damn hour..... and sumore i'm in a dark room, in my aunt's house.....
aniwae..... i watched Harry Potter todae and it was like.... WHOAH!! KEWL!!!

aniwae.... i jus came back from ELDDS meeting rite.... den my mom sae that my uncle wanted to belanja me for a movie.... along with my two other cousins..... whom i've not talked to in like a year... so i treat it as a 'reunion' lah....

aniwae.... we watched the 7 o'clock show.... but we bought the tix at 7:93 i tink.... and it was like many people queing for the tix.....

aniwae.... we missed like the first 10 mins of the movie..... but it was fine with me..... maybe i'll watch it again next week....

honestly.... i thought that Ron and Hermione would kiss in this season.... as the review said that a love has blosso between Him and Hermione....

aniwae.... overall it ws kewl.....

after that.... we all go makan at KFC.... again.... my uncle treat...... den we went back here-my aunt's house....

den we eat fish and chips lah.... macam macam lah.....

after that.... evryone's is sleeping now.... except me, and my two cousins..... we intended to be up late..... to watch tv.... play games.... and of course talk of things..... i jus cant sleep if i dun talk to sumone.... or myself.....

aniwae.... dat's all..... and I would like to have the honour to end this post.... FAREWELL!

2004-06-12T16:40:00.000+08:00

ok.... i took this test rite.... and guess wat.... my inner child is 16 years old 2dae!!!

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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2004-06-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

phew.... wat a tiring week! i've been sleeping like more than two daes alredi.... thursdae... i came back from skool and went straight to bed.... from 3pm 'till 8 in the evening.... todae.... i wake up at 10..... den after fridae prayers.... i surf the net for 3 hrs.... den i went back to sleep..... and ya.... not forgetting how much i slept on tues and weds..... after the camp i slept till morning....... and on weds i slept for a few hours but slept latelah..... jus to watch world idol..... i slept although i dun have aniting on because i was bored........

aniwae.... let's talk about todae..... todae is fridae rite.... and there's fridae prayers rite..... so... i go with azhar... i was a bit late because one of my teachers..... decided to call me up and i kena lecture..... aiyoxxx.....
aniwae.... i was late.... for quite abit... but i tink he's ok with it.... aniwae.... the bus came.... and on the wae there.... we talked of things.... nabila.... ncc.... band camp.... footdrills..... alot lah....
aniwae.... we reached there and qamarul was there as well.... den.... sufi came..... qamarul's junior in band.... practically mine as well... aniwae.... den we started tokin about band.... i was like OMG... inside.... but i just listened.....
after that.... azmi and hafiez came.... den we all went up to the third level to pray..... while waiting.... sufi jus can't stop touching my thinkgs.... first he took my wallet.... and looked at my cards.... den.... the azan was heard.... then we pray....

after the prayers, we went down.... and met up with idros.... den we all buy sum juice and headed home....for the whole time when sufi was with the group.... he kena kacau by us.... seniors.... the worst was me... i tink.... aniwae.... he was called 'Big Burp' as he burps alot.... eewgh!

aniwae.... in order to go to his house.... he has to take 912.... but then the rest took 913.... den we had to leave him as our bus came.... den we board the bus rite.... den azmi made a funny comment.... 'maner budak tu... takot dier kener rogol ke per...' lolxxx...... aniwae..... we talked of world idol... den went on to EVGian idol.... den we went on Teachers Idol... we made it up.... we also made up the rules & regulations.... one was that contestants aren't allowed to talk back to the student judges.....
the worst comment that we thought of was mr alawden.... azmi... i tink said.... you should put sum cream to make u whiter.... my worst comment was mrs koh.... 'in order to be an idol... u must be tall'...hahaxxx
aniwae.... den we all alighted at the same stop.... so... takder kerjer lain... me, azmi, azhar and hafiez..... we all... sent evrybodi home.... first was azmi... den azhar... den me and hafiez.... as we r of the same block.....

den... i reached home and straight awae on the computer.... den surf the net.... for the whole 3 hrs.... i was logged in the forum.... onli me, azhar and zaf online we r regulars.... we all talked of things on it... most of the time we all discussed in malay,..... aniwae.... i tink i posted in all the forums..... hehexxx.... wan to get higher grades.... i'm now B4.... hehexxx.....

aniwae.... den after surfing the net... i went to bed.... tired lah.....
aniwae.... dat's all i did for the dae.... so.... this is Iyul, for Freakydaxious News.....

2004-06-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

hola.... phew.... i'm tired..... jus woke up from sleep.... todae was like the longest sleeping dae for me..... i slept from 2 till now.... haixx.... so tired.... wat to do.... i'm bored.... i should have stayed at school jus now..... after band prac....

i tink another reason i was soOoO tired was because i had to be the parade commander for band's footdrills 2dae..... but i mad a lot of mistakes.... which embarrassed me... luckily... mr tay never pump.. hehexxx.... den i joined the group.... tired.... haixxx....

aniwae... after an hgour of drills.... band prac.... for one hour....den sectionals for 2 hrs..... den combined band again..... haixxx.... but after prac.... prize giving.... for best cheer goes to group 5.... best band member.... Charukesy(Male) & Rui Jing (Female).... and overall best group goes to Group 5.... big deal.... the big deal now is that i'm tired... and i wanna go back to sleepp..... so.... good nitexxx!!!!

2004-06-08T18:05:00.000+08:00

ok..... it's nice to be posting again.....
aniwae.... i've jus came back from my BAND CAMP... i'm really dissapointed with the camp actually.... especially with BARNEY!!!... he's jus being a pain in the ASS..... i'm so dissappointed in him.....

aniwae..... let me give u a story.... once again....

DAY 1
0800- 0815: Assembly @ Music Room for attendance taking.
0815- 0830: Allocation of Bunks
*Boys- Block C 2nd level (due to less male members),
*Girls- Block B 2nd & 3rd Level,
*Committee- IT Resource 1(girls) & 2(boys)
**note: get requested materials from students (can drinks, twisties etc)
0830- 0845: Allocation of Groups and appointing of Group Leaders/ Collection of
above mentioned.
0845- 0900: Fall In for Briefing and setting up of instruments.
0900- 1200: Band Practice
1200- 1300: Footdrills
1300- 1400: Lunch and Change (*pupils need to change to dark coloured t-shirt*)
1400- 1500: Ice Breakers (Part 1)
1500- 1600: Preparation of Surprise Performance going out for Sec 4s
1600- 1800: Games (volleybal, Soccer... etc) {*1730: Preparation of BBQ pit}
1800- 2000: BBQ!
2000- 2015: Briefing of Night Programme- Made by Khairul
2015- 2130: Treasure Hunt (Co-ordinated by Asyraf and Rabiatul)
2130- 2215: Handing- Over Ceremony/ Speech by Ex- Commitee
2215- 2245: Campfire (Talentime, Cheer, Mass dance, Speech Made by one of current
committee)
2245- 2300: Supper
2300- 0030: 'Concert' marathon
0030- onwards: Lights Out

Day 2:
0745- 0800: Morning PT (*led by Bao Long)
0800- 0900: Breakfast
0900- 0915: Briefing made by Khairul
0915- 1215: Band Practice
1215- 1230: Footdrills
1230- 1400: Lunch
1400- 1500: Games Finals
1500- 1600: Band Idol (*judges Khairul, Bao Long & Sherlene)
1600- 1630: Tallying up of Band Idol results,
Prize Giving:
*Band Idol
*Best Band Member
*Best Cheer
*Best Group
*Overall Games Champion
1630- 1700: Debriefing, Home Sweet Home!!!
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the above schedule was the proposed schedule..... but according to the real thing..... many things were out of place.... including the ever so hot Campfire.....

aniwae.... let me tell u wat happened... the negative things.... first of all... in day one... there's BBQ rite.... but it was delayed.... because the fire was set up late.... and that it was delayed for about an hour.... but luckily.... Kenneth helped us out.... it was rather embarrasing for sum of us as a non-band members are making the fire instead of us..... and so.... the BBQ was cut short.....

then after tat.... it was Camp fire.... but above stated that that treasure hunt first den campfire.... but since there would be sec 4s..... and that they have remedials in the morning.... miss ng asked me to bring it forward..... so it did.... but another thing jus surfaced..... there's no music... and that BARNEY was no where to be seen.... i thought to myself.... where the FUCK is Barney?.... this pissed me off so i went out to searc for him.... and i den saw him there.... sitting at the BBQ.... EATING..... yes i noe that we're all hungry..... but i also hungry y'noe..... and that i dun eat for the night..... so i asked him to attend campfire....

campfire is not the only problem that surfaced during the camp... the Treasure Hunt was also affected.... well.... according to asyraf.... we r to be face-painted and disguise ourselves as ghost...... so we did.... den the game started... but the good thing yet scariest thing is that my group (me, akhbar, rabiatul, azlina, asyraf and lifen were stationed in the girls toilet of block D...... it was scary.... aniwae.... as u noe..... our purpose is to scare people.....so we did.... onli to one group..... but azri's group scared more people than us..... aniwae.... den shaun came to us and said that the game has ended.... orders from miss sharina.... nad all were to assemble at the PCCG corner.... the game hed to end as the residence around complained that we r making to much noise... so we kena 'lecture' by miss sharina.... and pissed off.... she sent us tio bed.... WITH NO SUPPER!!!!!!!!

then.... the next dae.... again....evrything was delayed.... we're supposed to have an hour of footdrills.... but mr tay.... lengthen it.... from 0915 to 1200....dat's long siak!!!

aniwae.... i felt giddy... so i backed out.... oh ya.... during the footdrill.... miss sharine was looking for the missing loud-haler and radio.... both on loan by Bao Long.... for mine.... i had given them back..... but luckily.... sin hwee found it.... in the AVA Room.... aniwae....miss ng and mr tay was lecturing out when Bao Long went out on us.... i tink mr tay was angry with him.... wat to do.... he's the drum major.... so i guess that's why the footdrills are long.... so THANKS A LOT BAO LONG....(*tsk ya rite)...

den.... after that.... it's supossed to be luch at 12.... but then mr tay.... delayed it.... to 1300 hr.....

nah.... i give up.... i'd better go to sleep..... so if u wanna noe wat happened next.... log in 2moro as i will continue tomoro..... Dissappointed Khairul.... thanking Barney.... FOR NOTHING!!!!

2004-06-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

First of all.... to all Singapore Idol hopefuls.... good luck for the auditions 2dae......

aniwae.... yesterdae i've jus came back from camp, L.I.A camp i mean... The camp was fun but sumtimes quite tiring.... yesterdae, i thought of going home to sleep.... but miss ng wanted to meeti me to talk about the camp.... so i ended up going back at 3 plus.... although i was dismissed frm the camp at 11 sumting..... aniwae.... let me tell u wat happened during the camp.... here goes...

DAY 1
I have to meet up wif members of Freaky Rockers (Alliance of Group 1 and 6, to practice our dance.... as later during campfire... we had to compete for the dance competition using the song that we r assigned to.... as we are made up of 2 groups, we had to dance 2 songs...... we decided to practice early in the morning as we've onli jus practiced the dae before... all thx to Hakim.... thx man....

den.... as stated on the acknowledgement form.... we reported i mean all campers reported at 0730 hours @ the parade square......
one of the COs... i tink it was Kak Arifah.... read out the rules and regulation of the camp.... one of it was that we should protect our flag.... from the COs..... and if our flag was caught unattended.... it would be stolen by them.... and they would have the choice of when and how they would return it....

aniwae..... when we arrived at the camp venue... it was this Boy's and Girl's Brigade place... beside Sembawang Park.... it was rather small.... we straight awae put our bags and headed for the Volleyball court... for jeng jeng jeng.... Morning PT!!!... and wat do you noe.... Hanson took us for pT.... wen he took it... i went oh oh.... surely parah one.... and of course.... it did.... den.... sumting happened to me..... my legs cramped up..... aiyixxx.... wrong person, wrong place, wrong time....... it's painful though.... den my CO let me rest... oh ya.... my CO was Joanne aniwae....... she cool..... and fun.... and easy to kacau.... hehexxxxx

aniwae...... den after like 1 hr like dat./... it finally ended.... den it was briefing time.... i had to do briefing for my group.... my group's roles were to serve food and do the wake-up call....

den after briefing.... we all have to do mass dance..... faizal had to sit out as he had promised his dad that he would not dance..... aniwae.... the first dance was Tango.... but it seemed like cha-cha to me.... aniwae.... for this dance, i was partnered up with Alica.... den as i've learnt cha-cha b4.... i had no problems wif the dance.... but i do missed sum steps though....
aniwae.... next was the line dance.... now this i had difficulties.... i had difficulties sequencing the steps.... issit up first or turn first den up again???? hmmm.... but now.... i noe alredi... hahahxxxx...... aniwae.... it took me a dae to noe all the steps.....

after mass dance.... i tink it was luch....as Freaky had to serve the food.... we serve lah....we had beriyani for lunch.... once again.... i ate like the most beriyani i've ever had.... as i ate 2 servings... big ones!!! wat to do.... i haven't eat my breakfast..... hungry y'noe......

den after dat.... we were allocated to our bunks.... mine was bunk no. 43 at level 4....and my group(boys) heve to share the same bunk as group 4 boys.... they are all rather irritating.... tokin about Cik Pon(ponti.... u noe...)i thought to myself..... SHUT UP BASTARDS.....

after dat... we were all called down to the canteen and we were given instructions on the scavenger hunt we're about to play.... dey gave us a list of items verbally.... and sum items are like disgusting and difficult to ask... like 10 live ants and someone wif braces..... aiyoxxx..... so my team failed to collect all the items..... except for signature.... 10 strands of hair (*joanne.... thx for sacrificing ur hair...hehexxx), 10 palm sized brown leaves, 2 necklaces (made of rafia....)...erm.... dat's all i tink....

after the scavenger hunt... we played mud volleyball... my team won against group 3 and erm.... group 4 i tink.... and there's one time where faizal and adib overthrew the water balloon and it exploded in front of SIYA..... sorie babe.....

aniwae.... den those groups hu's flag kena stolen.... including mine....was called out and the COs threw water balloons towards us.... but i enjoyed it.... i've alwaes wanted to get wet since in the morning..... but to bad it's sea water....

after the game.... we were brought back to the campsite and straight went to the field to continue with mass dance.... den we went for washup.... it was dinner time....and when i was in the shower.... my mind went "ALHAMDULILLAH..... finally i get to shower!".... den.... it was time for Campfire!!!

we get to sit wif our alliance groups and Freaky Rockers sat together.... i sat beside Saiful.... as he's afraid of the dark... i tink... i comforted him..... by letting him to sit beside me (*dun get the wrong idea k...) aniwae... the camp fire started wif mr taufia lighting up the fire.... den the MCs started thje activities.... first up was Limbo rock.... i tink Affiq and Ain were the top contenders but then both of them fell to their backs for the last round... i tink....

den next up was the cheer competition.... Freaky Rockers cheered.... but i tink it was too soft... we did the "brr.... it's cold in here' cheer..... den next up was the dance competition.... once again.... Freaky Rockers were first..... and we danced..... den the Alumni went bezerk i tink....

aniwae.... as usual.... affiq once again did his 'thang' and it woo-ed the crowd.... although i find it a bit funny.... but we had fun watching him.... and i tink he danced around miss teng.... aiyoxxxxx...... lolxxxxxx...... it was farhan's group was up.... they danced a song by Britney Spears 'Lucky'.... and guess wat.... FARHAN WORE A SKIRT AND ACT AS IF HE WAS LUCKY HERSELF..... and he went around the fire and waved as if he/she was a superstar.... and the COs..... went wild.... and sum even stood up and ran towards him.... again.... as if he/she is a superstar.... it was funny..... hahahaxxxxx

den.... we had to do a tribal dance.... as Freaky Rockers are very close to each other.... we did alliance tribal dance.... we thought we were the onli ones doing the kamate stuffxxx.... but all did it.... naik boring I......

den after dat.... we played this Pass around the ball game and one time.... i kena forfeit.... alongside mr taufiq(as he sat beside me.... hehexxxx), adib, faizal and chun kiat.... hehehxxxx and we all had to do....' SHE BANGS ' there's like no other song izzit???? den after us.... it was Zul's gang hu kena forfeit.... including Barney and Shaun.... hehexxx..... dey had to do a pole-dancing competition and shaun ended up winning..... cos he did dis verys sexy dance which looked like he's doing you noe wat.... STOP THINKING!!!

after all the fun.... mr sanjay ordered us to reflect...and think of wat r ur expectations for the next semester and the rest of our lives.... i ended up crying after having a flash-back of the events that happened in the past..... and also i sang something softly.... as in whisperingly....it was rather touching....
den.... we woke up.... and sang the school song, and saying the pledge.....after a night of fun..... it was time for supper.... we had sum cake and muffins for supper and also a cup of milo.......
den.... lights out....

DAY 2
Early Morning: we were called down for 'FIRE' drill and it ended up to be a torture drill.... by none other than mr viknesh..... but then again.... my fever kicked in.... actually i had a slight when i woke up.... so.... i sat out.....den it was saiful.... den.... the rest of the campers were led to sum place..... saiful fell ill as he had not taken his meds..... and as me and saiful (*once again.... dun get the wrong idea.....) we were given permission by mr lim to go back to our bunks.... and as we were in different bunks.... we have doubts being alone in our bunks..... wat to do.... it's the eve of fridae...... but after sum time.... my headache has resided.... and i decided to check on saiful.... den we decided to go down and have the night trail..... me and siaful.... alongside michelle and phoebe ended up going together for the trail..... and once again..... saiful got scared so i comforted him again (*should i repeat it again?)aniwae... dere's one place.... where we're supposed to enter the toil;et.... and find our clue.... we ended up being frightened by evonne...... hahahahxxxx......

den.... finally..... the whole thing finished..... den ..... hellooo uncomfortable bunk bed...... but i do get sum sleep though....

aniwae..... it's around 0624 like dat.... and me, faizal, and adib went out of our bunk to bathe....and we actually find the others in the showers as well.... actually we were supposed to wake up at 0600.... but i guess that our eyes jus could not open.... we woke up late..... hehexxx... sorie......

den.... evrybody gathered in the canteen with our bags... and alliance groups sat together.... and also my group serve the food.... again..... den.... it was debriefing time.... and i tink Freaky got the worst question from the CO... kak arifah aniwae.... she asked us this question.... "Let's sae ur the other campers.... as in the ones sitting and waiting for the food to be served to us.... but den the ones serving gets to eat first.... how would u feel.... and wat r our priorities as a leader about this.... so i answered the question.... on behalf of Freaky.... and also.... we kena like lecture like dat.... i was like.... oh ohxxxx......

forget about that..... den.... all of us were given an evaluation form.... and our flag kena stolen again by hanson.... AGAIN!!! Faizal was the one holding the flag.... but i tink he was writing when the flag kena snatch.... dun worrie faizal.... u noe u r not at fault.... at least u have the intention of holding the flag.... so again.... we kena forfeit.... but we're not teh onli ones kena do.... sum other's as well.... and u noe wat was the forfeit??? we had to drink a mixture of things- twisties, bawang goreng, milo, coke, aloe vera..... and a bloody green peanut....as i was the last to drink from my group.... i had to drink like more than half of the cup.... it taste ok at first.... but then.... after two gulps.... it tastes horrible..... and when the peanut enters our mouth.... the green layer was actualy wasabi./... and the taste killed my tastebuds.... ewwggghhhj!!!!!! but after taking the 'potion' and so called cure..... a said to myself.... if i get diarrhoea.... i'd get HANSON for this..... den.... it was prize giving time and Freaky won sumtingh.... but i dunno wat..... we won..... canned drinks.... 25 cans of them.... den it was photo-taking.... den it was home.... but i ended up going for meeting for band camp.... at school.....

WHOAH! wat a loOoOoOg post.... finally i've finished..... ok./... for todae.... jus like wat Azhar said.... Iyul... BERSURAI!

2004-06-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

hmm.... sorie to dissapoint y'all.... but i've decided to keep the entry to myself... hehexxx.... sorie....

aniwae... let's talk about todae....

ok.... it's Vesak Day 2dae rite..... so as i'm a muslim.... i had to stay home and watch tv.... but luckily, Faizal called me up last night and said that there's meeting 2dae....and also said that we have to dance.... wat up wif that..... overjoyed.... i went out of the house eagerly.... it's been a long time since i dance in front of people.... hehexxxx

aniwae... wen i reached the meeting place, we straight awe went to the multi purpose hall behind Syakir's House..... Hakim was our choreographer for todae.... he was like WOW!!! he's dance moves were smooth.... WOW!!!.... but i danced ok as well lah... it's exhausting though..... it was long though..... but i jus kept forgetting my steps!!!... btw.... my group and the Rockers had to dance 2 songs.... HEY YA and an Hindustani song....

aniwae... den affiq's group came.... as we're a big group... around 14 like that.... we had tof ind sum place else.... aniwae.... since Faizal, Adib had to go home.... Yusi and Wai Yeng aren't able to make it..... Group Freaky (*my group*) have onli 2 people left....*)haix.....
aniwae.... so we proceed to ain's house.... and practised there.... i had difficulty dancing as it's small....

aniwae.... i'm at my cousin's house rite now.... and this FOOL KHALIS is jus being LAME.... he kept SMSing me.... sending LAME messages.... he's being Damn Lame/ Crazy!!!......

once again.... jus like wat Azhar said.... Khairul.... BERSURAI!!

2004-06-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

I'll talk about todae tomorrow.....
keep surfing the net y'all.... wtch out for it... hehexxx...

2004-05-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.... sum things happened 2dae.... sum painful, sum joyful, and some, memalukan... hehexxxx

aniwae... dis is wat happened 2dae, i had NE Ambassador meeting at 10 in the morning.... well... it's is for Rai to draw out a cartoon to represent us and our hobbies.... dis is to be put up on the NE notice board.... so.... as we all quite had nutin to do, we all play the games offered in the heritage wing.... such as Chongkak etc.... ZAWANA.... is such a painfully bitchy gerl... she jus can't stop boasting and hinting at me about ADIBa.... aiyoxxxx..... does she noe how to SHUT UP?!?!.... and also.... she jus can't stop pinching me.... SUCKER....
aniwae.... while we were having fun... this 3 people came in- Khalis, Affiq and Ali.... they had sum NCC meeting.... i tink... and that they came up to the NE Centre.... eh... takder kerja lain ke???.... hehex.... jus kidding.....
aniwae.... they also started playing congkak wif us...... Affiq was like WOW wif it until he won over hat bitchy Zawana.... hehexxx.... hu's the loser now..... den.... khalis gave it a try.... he did not noe how to play.... so sarah.... taught him..... si sarah ni.... tak abes2 menggatal.... hehehx.... especially ngan Khalis....... hehehehxcxxxx.....
aniwae.... den mdm tan asked evrybody to practice their parts.... i was like having difficulties... when that b**** cannot stop distracting me.... SHUT UP GIGANTO!!!!

aniwae.... Faizal came... as ain promised adib and faizal at the NE Centre to go for a shooping spree..... for the camp.... we discussed of things on the wae..... then... we go to Sheng Siong.... buy stuffx... then go home.... but i had to go back to skool.... for band prac...... and as usual... i have to fall evrybody out at the parade square.... take attendance and keluar baris......
den.... at around 430 like dat.... mr tay called for sum people..... and we became the new committe.... yippeee... i'm the Band Major and Akhbar is the ASsT. Band Major.... hehexxx
aniwae... now i'm online at MSN rite now... and ALI.... is soOOoOoOO irritating.... i tink he needs a pesifire... izzit jow the wae to spell it???? hehexxx..... aniwae.... good nitex.....

2004-05-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

ok.... the holidaes are here rite.... and we're supposed to be relaxing at home or going for vacation.... but i hardly have the time to that..... jus look at the camps, meetings and practices that i have for my holidaes.... my schedule is really tight.... haix.....

aniwae..... let's talk about 2dae....
tdae is sunndae and as usual my dad has his usual band practice at kallang CC... as a long time fren of us really wanted to see me... so i go... her name is Kak Liza aniwae... and i tell u she has lost a lot of weight.... she is soOoo beautiful now...

aniwae... i came at around 2 lyke that and my dad was practicing this hindustani song... i tink u all noe "Tinnak Tin Tana"... taken from the movie 'Mann'.... as followed by tradition... i give ghreetings to evrybody....

as i'm feeling depressed.... i ate alot..... hehex.....
and so... i started SMS-ing.... to azhar.... started tokin about the swimming outing and drills.....
then... i tink he stopped... and i tink i fell asleep... aiyox... sOoOoO boring.... i tried SMS-ing faizal... but he did not reply... haix.....

aiyox.... sumore tomor have meeting... and also band prac... and also 'FREAKY' meeting... haix.... soOoOoO busy....

as usual... not musch to tolk about... so... good nitex y'all!!!

2004-05-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

In The Shadows
by Rasmus

No sleep
No sleep untill I am done with finding the answer
Wont stop
Wont stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into there slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanne stay and wait for a wonder

I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circels, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me feel me, come take me higher

I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
I been watching
I been waiting
I been searching
I been living for tomorrows

In the shadows

In the shadows
I been waiting
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In the shadows.... a song that i like as it describes me... how i've been waiting for something for all my life... and this is very gothic... also why i like about this song.... if u wanna download this song..................... go and download it urself......
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hmm.... should i type out wat happens todae???
nvm.... jus write....

aniwae... it's Saturdae and there's band practice todae.... as i have nutin better to do, i came at 7 although it starts at 11.... but as i have asked for the key.... might as well have the room all to myself.... hehex..... i did quite a number of activities.... dancing, singing and of course practise on my saxophone.... haiyax..... sOoOoO boring.... so i decided to lock up the room and go outsde and have breakfast... then i came back of course....

aniwae.... jus like i said.... i had the room all to myself... so i turned up the volume of the radio and went dancing away..... it was a few minutes later when a junior came in..... then i decided to go outside and watch the uniform groups march..... as my band have to d footdrills as well, i decided to get some tips... hehehxxxx...... and the group that i happen to watch is Azhar's group... or izzit Part or platoon... hmm... ah wadeva.....
aniwae.... i watched and he became the timer.... i tink and it's quite clear really.... nice job azhar...
aniwae... at the front was Hakim... the ONE MINUTE of FAME guy and everybody was trying to be serious but he decided to do sumting lame which made the rest laugh... except me.... poor Huda... should have pumpe him... if i were u , i would do that....

and while i was watching, three of my juniors.... passed by and started BEAUTY and THE BEAST... my EVGian Idol Group song..... but there's this one junior, she was one ofthe BOMBAY BABES... and i started dancing... ahahxxxx...... i got u.....

aniwae... then... my Partner Major (Drum Major and i'm the Band Major... itink...) came and aiyah... kepox lah..... so i had to start practising again... aiyox.... but luckily Akhbar (Saxophone President) came... that made me felt better....
as i'm the band major... i had to fall evrybody in... and i took attendance.... i had to order the juniors to go to pumping position as they are taking alot of time to form three rows... issit soOooOoO hard?????? and sumore.... when in pumping position.... they could still talk!!! this annoyed me... so i made them hold the position for quite a while...... as they annoy me.....

aniwae... after that, all the members are combined together, including the juniors... now, we're a big family..... it's soOoO big.... but i dun have my own junior.... *sob*

we played a few peces 2gether.... and as mr tay would be having a performance this evening, we ended earlier....

so mr tay dah cabot.... and i have to fall evryone in again..... this time.... at parade square..... luckily the UG are all gone... if not it would be a disgrace..... hehexx....

i took attendance as usual.... as my secretary didnt come todae..... then miss ng distributed consent forms and made sum announcements.....

then... "BAND BERSURAI!!"....

but then... i was held back... to have a small meeting wif miss ng.... about the upcoming BaNd CaMp.... yippee... sumore i can orgainze the activities.... sabo korang terok-terok.......
we also talked of whether we should invite the sec 4s back... hmm..... and we agreed...

well... as i dun wan to further explain much more details.... i will shut up now... so once again.... IYUL OUT!!!

2004-05-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

hola.... hmm... not much to talk about really.... so nvm... here goes...

aniwae... 2dae was NAPFA test.... but since i have prefects duty.... i skipped it... it was Speech Dae 2dae....

aniwae.... dis speech dae thingy was quite long and also boring..... as i'm one of the usherers.... i had to climb up and down and than up again than down again the stairs..... hey.... great exercise.... hehex.... aniwae.... when i came down at around 0830 lyke dat.... i saw AZHAR's batch going for RECESS? and in my mind.... i went.... "WHAT THE FCUK!!! WHAT ARE THEY DOING HERE.... DUN THEY NOE THAT SPEECH DAE IS GOING ON????"..... but then 'he' came and i asked wat's happening..... yes they are going for recess as they will be going on their excursion.... kesian dier.... kener layan budak-budak sebayanyer.... hehex.....
aniwae.... at 1045 or wat.... the guests are brought to RECEPTION.... where there's good food.... from carrot cake.... to SWEET LEMON CHICKEN DRUMSTICKS...... YUMMY!!!

then, kiter dengan tiader malunyer.... we all eat!!! i took 3 sevings.... wat to do... i've not eaten since the start of EVGian Idol week..... of course i eat... but not much.....

aniwae... there was a meeting for NE Amb... at the Ne centre... we discussed of things... Projects, visits, t-shirt, family tree, simone, Bao Long....

we also discussed of the IDOL competition... and also the ELECTIONS....

den.... i go for fridae prayers.... eh.... wait.... b4 that, i went for a short recording at the library studio... suriya approached me and asked if i could sing and record a song for this CD this morning... as u noe he said CD wif my voice in it, i accepted it.... aniwae... i had to sing this song-arranged poem by Shi Yu... it's Thanks Mum... it's a touching song.....

aniwae... then i went for fridae prayers... den headed back to skool.... to continue wif the recording... after that... me and affiq hanged out 2gether... we headed for the canteen and we sit wif this group of girls, hu started singing Beauty and é beast... aiyoh... enuf!!!

aniwae then faizal came... he is involved in the PTM... as i dun quite wan to go home yet... i helped out.... it ended at 1145....... but i went home at 1800...as i wanted to continue help out wif the cleaning up... and aniwae.... that Weilong is soOoOoO annoying!!!

aniwae.... then i came back home and my mum starts bubbling wif crap.... arrrggghhh!!!! STOP IT ALREDI.... I NOE I FAILED OK!!!!

as i was soOoOoO annoyed... i decided to go for tutoring, where i had to tutor my new neighbour hu is frm 1A3.... he's shy at home but annoying at skool.... hehehxxxxx...

aiyah.... 2moro have band prac.... but ot starts at 11... buT... i have the music room key... so that means i can have the room to myself from 7 in the morning till then.... yIPPPPPPPEEEEEE!!!!

once again.... this is Yul-yul... Gracias...

2004-05-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

phew.... what a great dae for me 2dae.... alot of exciting things happen....

first of all... i had to go for NE Ambassador thingy.... i was suppossed to do the guiding of the Board of Directors from MOE.... but Mdm Kartini let me off to go for the EVGian Idol.... but b4 that.... i had to sing for all the ambassadors.... inside the C&C wing.... so i sang.... both songs that i will be singing for the competition.... Feelings by Morris Albert and Beauty ande The Beast... for the first try.... singing feelings, both mdm kartini and mdm tan sae that i should be 'connected' to the audience.... as in should show your emotions.... so i did some gimmics lah.... jus using the hands.....

but during the competition.... i kinda used Fantasia Barrino's style performance-wise when she sang Summertime.... MERMAID... hehehx.... and sumore... i went up to miss lee and do the 'proposing' kneel.... ewwwx... and i believed i really cried during the performance.... when i sang this verse "Feelings, wo-o-o feelings, wo-o-o feel you again in my arms...." that's what i really called.... menghayati lagu.... hehexx jus like he said.... the comments for the song that i received from the judges- Mrs Arleen Tan, Miss Rebecca Lee, Mr Viknesh, Mr Ratish and Mr Liang is for Ms Lee, she said "Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!"... for Mr Viknesh and Mr Ratish... they agreed on the same thing... "At first, ur voice sounds weak and that my vice is not as powerful as i thought..." and they commented on my MERMAID pose...hehex... but the worst comment is from mr liang... he disagreed wif mr ratish of me giving a great performance.... it's ok... i call this CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICIZM...

for Beauty and The Beast on the other hand... the DUETOS.... that's me and Kak Syahida.... got good comments from the judges.... especially for Kak Syahida.... she got comments that she looked stunning... whereas mr viknesh commented me on my range of voice and that i should put the mike closer to my mouth.... aniwae... i ended up is offering a fake flower again to kak syahida near the end of the performance.... and wif that we received a loud applause.... hehex.... thx y'all!!

and then after the dance category... the results are in....

SOLO CATEGORY
3rd----> Hui Jiun (3E1)
2nd----> Khairul {me!}(3E1)
1st----> Syafiq (4??)

Group Category
3rd----> Dinville (Rashidin and Saifuddin)
2nd----> Little Boys (Harris and Zhong Rong)
1st----> The Duetos {me and Kak Syahida...)

Dance Category
3rd----> Bombay Babes
2nd----> Affiq Dance Group....
3rd----> Smash!

there u have it people.... ur EVGian Idols....

speaking of idols.... hu will win American Idol this season.... will it be Fantasia Barrino or Diana Degarmo? so check out tonight on Channel 5 people... i hope America chose the right idol....

aniwae... after the competition, i have to go for student council meeting.... it was kinda boring yet informative... so i jotted down sum points on how to win the election.... hehex.... as wat the ex-exco said... be informative....

when they ask if we have ani questions....we kept silent.... but in my mind.... there is this one question that is going through my mind...When you say that you have contributed your part as 'Councillor', how come I do not see it... and if u really say that you have contributed your part, when did you do so?... that was the question.... but i'm not that ready to ask.... maybe i ask them personally....

then, we were dismissed... then i met up wif azhar at the canteen... oh ya... before that i met up wif Khalis...he asked if i wanted to go to the movies todae... i said no.... unless he would pay for me... hehex.... wat to do... i've belanja him for so many times alredi...

aniwae.... i met up wif azhar rite... and so we chatted for a while and then we went home 2gether... as usual... i would sent him back home as i dun wan to come home quite early... i enjoy this as this is the onli time that we could talk about things....

aniwae... he was holding my trophies and he pretended as if he has won them.... aniwae... i asked him on what his opinions/comments on the contestants of EVGian idol... he onli gave comments on those he noes... including me...his comments were worst than Simon's but since i was beside him, he maybe kept to himself the bad comments about me.... he also said that he critic\size every Dance contestants... aiyoh... yang group Fathin pun nak kutuk.... ish3

so that's all i gotta sae 2dae... Khairul... OUTX!!!

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